I have a hole in my heart where my conscience should be. Severed are the nerves connecting me with humanity; still my tongue, my Samson eye seared, blinded, unable to see that once Eden on earth, my cradle home, my country has been made derelict, boughless but for a solitary Tree - the Tree of Forbidden Knowledge, the Forbidden knowledge of a technology that like Promethean fire should have benefited mortals like me, not isolated me from Mankind. I may have arrested my foe, but locking his handcuffs to my nuclear button, shackled my own wrist to his destiny. Whichever one of us should strike first, will strike both. MAD or Double Indemnity? Let not holes in the heart become holes in the ground, Eden-sized graves for the Adams and Eves in you and in me. |
Published in DAWN Magazine, 9 June 2003, and reprinted in WHEN BUSH COMES TO SHOVE & OTHER WRITINGS (2006). |
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